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Vulnerability: Naked & Ashamed

Vulnerability: Naked & Ashamed

Life has a way of bringing things back around full circle and as I stood there in front of him, I was grateful
that God had brought him right back around to my life. The word of God reminds us that everything
comes in its appropriate season, and that anything birthed out of season can quickly become a burden,
no longer being a blessing.
The cool thing about God is that instead of denying our blessings he will delay them and save for them
later.  In this moment, I was experiencing redemptive love, the type of love that you read about in the
Songs of Solomon,...


Naked & Ashamed III

Naked & Ashamed III

I wondered as I stood there, expressing my emotions that led me to this journey, after showing my scars,
who I would become? Would I finally collide with my destiny of being open, transparent, but most
importantly safe? I needed to feel safe just as much as I needed air to breathe. Standing in front of him as
his eyes appeared to search my heart, I began to hear him apologize for all of the disappointments my
heart had face. Then he embraced me, reminding me that I was finally safe here. As I laid my head on his
chest, the tears that I had...


Naked & Ashamed Part II

Naked & Ashamed Part II

As quickly as I uttered “Yes”, my anxiety showed up and I began to internally fuss at myself for ever agreeing to open up! What would he do if he knew my ugly truth? Would he still stay around and adore me as he had done since the beginning of our relationship? Or would he be the typical man that says all the right things in the moment, but does all the wrong things later on?  My heart was racing and I began sweating on the top of my nose, like I often did when I got really anxious. Suddenly,...


Naked & Ashamed

Naked & Ashamed

He wanted to know what kept me so guarded, and he wouldn’t stop asking the hard questions until I gave in and told him the truth. The truth was I had never allowed myself to be vulnerable with anyone, this was my first trial at ever explaining how what I had lived through affected the way I showed up in relationships. I wanted to be vulnerable with him, as I looked in his bright, brown eyes, filled with so much empathy and love, but I couldn’t help but hear my insecurities whisper, “He will eventually hurt you, so you would...


Desired Love

Desired Love

During my time by the lake sometime last week, a question arose. Have you been loved the way you desired to be loved? Have you been able to Love fully? Have we settled with just okay love, for one reason or another?

 

Maybe because of brokenness, not understanding what love is, or never seeing a real example. I can honestly say that I haven't been loved the way I desired to be loved.

 

 


It was either, I was in a broken season of my life and felt like I couldn't do...