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If I gave you my hand how long could I count on you to never let it go? So many times before my hand was let go of, and my heartfelt the sting of being let down. Each time, I vowed that I would never allow anyone to get that close to me again. So close to the point that their absence would chip away at my heart. So I came up with the bright idea to put a wall around my heart so that no one could ever come in, but somehow out of nowhere you appeared. There my wall went, anxious to fall but to afraid to lower even a little bit. Again, the memory of the pain, of my hand being let go of previously reminded my mind that this could possibly happen again. So I chose to hold on tighter to my wall because my heart couldn’t bear the feeling of “the sting” again.
The PTSD of Relationships